killing me softly.i can't stand it. like my goodness this wait is killing me.
DO YOU WANT ME OR NOT?
i sent out applications for DSA Drama and Debates to HCI, RJC and ACJC. ACJC has come back to me but the rest, have not - save for RJC Choir, but that doesn't really count.
HCI should have responded to the applications since 26 June. RJC should have started responding since yesterday, but no. they both haven't. it's killing me because i'm like, "DO YOU PHREAKING HELL WANT ME OR NOT??" like, if you don't, then tell me so i can move on in my life. if you do, the YAY let me know so i can rejoice a while.
this is nonsense and you can jolly well roll your eyes at me for all i care. whatever. i'm better at it than you anyway. i'm just worried and it's making me really anxious. it's killing me. it really is.
i should really be doing my maths. argh i need motivation. someone bitch slap me and tell me to study. oh wait no. don't do that. no wait. yeah go ahead and bitch slap me. T.T
i'm such an impatient slash lazy bitch. ughh =(