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Ng you to let me delude myself. it means alot. it means alot when you give me your attention. whether undivided or not, at least you gave that much to me. you took me seriously, and that's all that matters. we didn't settle the situation, but at least you tried. and that's all that matters. thank you.
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i'd already written a long entry but i deleted it.i don't want to blog here anymore. it's so ridiculous to not be able to say what i really want to say. it's frustratiing. it absolutely is. this si the very reason why i have a private blog. it's because a blog is supposed to be a blog. a blog can't be a blog without honesty. this isn't a blog. this is a stage and you're all paying customers. no worries. the performer does so love the attention.